Iwasstotallytired...no1 even no :[
i kept everyting to mine self.
i went to visit mine bro's he say he wont
be out so fast... i have so mani tings i wanna tell
him... buttt haiss...
im still tinkin of Pat-mysillygal hais today was
the 5 days and 1hr31mins tat she dun not text me..
after we qurral.. no longer i was in her heart no longer
im her friend. i mean nth to her. but she mean alot to
me stilll idk how to express everyting... she mean not
to be mine... haiis i doesnt wanna cont le...
IWANnnabeallone.. extrem tired. enuff of fight.
ijuswannarest .

Tired TIRED !!! morning mei waked me up..
nid wake up blur blur sat aside stone :] den
go bath den go schhhool in bus sleep sleep sleep ZZzz :)
reacchh schh as normal do nth study study study ...
den after schoool meet baobei. den go run !!!
she joker showing me her colorful sock -.- den there laughting.
mad her my zhu baobei .. doin stupid ting cannot blame hahs.
lazy blog le i wan orh orh liao bb

days was normal today... recycle everyday tings aga n aga.
im so tired has to wake up so early n go to school. wondering
when can baobei sit beside me in the bus and i could jus lie on
her and slp . bus its seem it wont happen... kinda tired...
i tol pat will be the 1 ... now it seem nop. she left me ...
tis the moment i will feel everyting nth to do and ting boarded
me aga. problem start coming ... when i reali hurt den u all care.
izzit too late when tat time ... hais dun wish to say abt tis liao...
today lesson was boring texting nana.. she say it boring too hhaha.
i rotting lor. -.- tired keep tinkin of pat but wad else can i do nth
tears ysterday night keep tinkin of her... den take pills den go sleep.
no1 noe... hais i jus wan her... no 1 will understand .... okkay
nth much to say le i goin end here. bye

ystterday night did not sleep..keep turning here and there.
den till morning wash up deen my cute mei called me wanted
to wake me up. hhhas but i nvr sleep how to wake up :).
Den lonely bused down to school and 1 disgusting freak sit
beside me. diggin his nose. and he lil nvr bath for days smelly.
i WAS lil OMG U FRKIN DIRTY FREAK!!! DISGUSTING !!.
okaay he drp off. den my mei chloe i was texting her.. and i told
her and she was lil laught off her teeth. den i was causing her
tat a kinda same freak will sit beside her ... and she was so
scared and in mrt n over stop to changi hhhas i was laughting.
i told her laught at me larh :) suf her rite :P wad a cute mei i haf.

den reaching school. den meeting yuehan den when to c1 to buy bread
my gas was pain. den when to c3 to finish mine food den when to class.
lesson start as normal.... lesson trying to forcse ..hhas alr den break den
plus after tat early break 2h break -.-/..WELOVEMSKARENLOH-.-
den i when to play pool wif marcus 7match den i lose to him by 1 after
round4 i lost form......no grap...sad. den play until late...run up to class..
den left around 50 sec den we jiu late le teacher was timing hhas heng :)
den after lesson when slack.... wanted to play aga but no table but saw
sm, nich they all they went to play belert den i played as while i won :)
hhhas den 4 plus liao den went to find nicholas cos he went off to carteen
half way. he had headache.. den i slacked wif him till 5 waited for mine
baobei shagua jie :)..actually wanted to meet her to go for excuse and
she to lazy to run.. den we went to the field and saw there was a
soccer match and we watched till the matched over. and tms poly won
and smu lose and got 1 guy make a sence.. scold tms poly ppl. asking
them to play handfree and keep their dirty trick.. and our princple
was standing ther and he told tat was tms poly teacher hhahs. and
he apolgis hhahs.. stupid him... den after tat waited for martin and pat.
so loooonnng.... den when to c1 den satted down awhile den idk heard
hu say pat fainted den i was so worry but kept in heart den i told
martin we go mac eat in the end she nvr told other they went and
bought food den i bused back 24 wif baobei... den otw i msg pat
ask her quit her dragonboat.. and den start qurralling i dont wish
to mention hasi.......IHATEMYLOUSYATTITIDUE. and be4 got on
bus baobei say she saw whole mood den i was lil huh ? 1/3 of it nia..
she say got ting cover the moon den she say she can c... i was laughting
at her hahah wad a cute gal.:) i love baobei onli she understand me.
thk jie for being ther for me :)


I'm sorrry Pat. duibuqi I LOVE U :(

i tink i will stop here... i goin chit chat byebye

I finish bathing...
to was boring did nothing. hais
keep tinkin abt pat. idk whhy i miss her alot.
but she meant to be mine. i only can jus miss
her secretly love her secretly. nth much i can do.
and tinkin of wad jie told me ysterday at carpark.
she broke mine heart but i still wanna her alot.
im look far away ... everyting will pass soon i guess.
going bed sooon. tmr schooolling hais

IM SORRY. i shouldnt told you. but ahdi jus wanna you
wake up from ur sence. i noe how u feel. i haf the feeling
but when its came to the end mean its a end. Pass its
alr pass no point viewing back your pass. u will nvr can
have the time back. I shoot you is beacuse i dun wan
you to find an reason or execuse for yourself and cont
to hurt yourself silly. you ting i say all those mine heart
not pain ? my heart pain more den u. more pain after
wad you told me. i accept u once aga. as how u always
accept didi over aga. cheer up fennnie birdnie blueblue! :)

gave my heart